Algerian Suns and Pictorial History of Algeria

I want to start writing a new book. These two books came out about 4 years ago and so much has happened in my life. I think I am waiting for life to settle in a little before I throw myself into another book. Algerian Suns still feels very fresh to me, even though it was 4 year ago that it arrived... I miss those days.. things felt alot easier then before I lost my son. I miss him so much. I love my other children but losing a child and every day having to go on feels impossible. I get told GET OVER IT.. move on but I dont seem to be able to .Maybe I am just one of those people who lives in their dreams but I miss him so.. I love my other children but I miss him so much