Wednesday, October 28, 2009

If love was enough

If love was enough
If love was enough, I could right every wrong
I could hold you in my arms and pour my heart into you
My eyes are like a camera that have recorded every moment with you
And sometimes when you kiss me, I record with my eyes so I can watch the memory over and over again like a movie
If love was enough, we would not have lost so much
I could love you hard enough that all the pain would go away
If love was enough, we would never hurt, there would never be tears
I would give you my soul, my skin and my heart to make everything in your life whatever you dreamed
I would lay down my life for you, because you are my adored
And everything would be perfect
If love was enough

Friday, October 23, 2009

Saturday, September 12, 2009

The year of magical thinking

I read once about a writer who lost both her daughter and her husband in one year. I lost my baby and my best friend. She called the book THE YEAR OF MAGICAL THINKING

here with me

I try to find my center, my baby
And enjoy the time that I am here
But all I can think of
Is I wish you were here with me

Each holiday, each dinner
Each breese that blows by and I cant hold you
All I can dream of , all I desire
Is that you are
Here with me
So I hold the ones that you left behind, I love and nuture, caretake
and adore the others who are with me
But we are here without you Rayan and we miss you
And all I can wish for
Is that you should be
Here with me

Torture in the Algerian war (1954-62)

Torture in the Algerian war (1954-62)